Thursday, March 26, 2009
The Father Time really Passes like its rushing to send this year off swiftly
and yet the time of the year whereby i grew a fair bit older
my humble 23rd
time reall flies
and sometimes before u catch ur breathe, u are already swept off to aging yet another year
At times like that i would usually sit back and thought about stuff happening the year before and i was thinking that there are things i felt bad about and things that im thankful about
sometimes i thought that my straight forwardness actually hurts ppl around me
but i seriously didnt mean harm when i said those things
i just thought the best out of them
because i do care therefore i do not want to see them soo tired out or hurt..
theres alot of things i want to improve:
things like to learn to spend more time with friends
things like to fulfill what i could within the family
things like to express myself more to people whom i do feel for
things like to always always always learn to appreciate and hold on to that thankfulness and be modest about it
theres many things i regretted and felt sorry about
especially this particular day
ive thought thru alot on myself
ive reflected
ive pondered and ive asked myself lots of questions
theres alot of things i couldnt undo
or try to redo them
but the only things i could do is to hold those gratitude
and live on to improve myself better
having said all that
Happy birthday to me
and i wishes nothing but good health wrapped around all the loved ones
"Autumn came forcefully and left,
promising its return the very next year"
it will only get better for all of us
the sight would perhaps be the same
but the whole meaning and having to experience it another time
would be different
have faith in better times as i always held on that I have the time, of my life
26.3.09