Monday, March 31, 2008
Flowers aint lasting..
but may it not symbolise the shortlived happy times..
Im really thankful for the little sweet something..
Not weighed by the big lavish amount over the price tag..
but the sweet thought u ever will shower..
the naggy naggy you ( not really often )
the unwillingness to flatter me 24/7
the words that you call it "affectionate"
the irriates that makes me pulls hair..
but never a sick to me...
Im truly glad that u took part of my heartache away..
Im glad I had you..
but how long will this last..
shortlived like the beautiful flowers ?
shortlived like the rainbows that disappear?
shortlived like fireworks?
Im soo not hoping..
But time can only tell..
At the meantime...
Im not complaining...
cause everythings fine..
everything about you is fine..
Hearty Hohoho..
"Sad creature dont tear, The sun is smiling somewhere near"
can you see it??
31.3.08
Saturday, March 29, 2008 29.3.08
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 I shall define.. I shall make them out with my own will... I shall all keep it in modernation.. Whatever will be will be..No questions asked... "Hush my baby everything will be fine..the birds will be chippingthe flowers will be dancing.." 26.3.08
Monday, March 24, 2008 24.3.08
Saturday, March 22, 2008 22.3.08
Thursday, March 20, 2008 20.3.08
Monday, March 17, 2008 17.3.08
Friday, March 14, 2008 14.3.08
Saturday, March 08, 2008 8.3.08
Thursday, March 06, 2008 6.3.08
Monday, March 03, 2008 3.3.08
Sunday, March 02, 2008 2.3.08
Yes I mean it..like now i say im good..
Yes I mean it..like now i say im truly smiling..
Yes I mean it..like now i say you make me happy..
Yes I meanitmeanitmeanitmeanit..That you are making me grin brightly..
can you hear me...
or u are fading..
just when i totally mean it...
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I basically sit around reading and talk with fellow people..
Ya that bored..
but at least i can have time to READ!!
Ya wadever...
Like ya...
Happy Weekend ppl..
everything is fine...
Happy Bday Inner child
Happy merry days ahead..
Happy one step closer to being a graceful woman..
Happy joyous aging as time goes year by year..
Happy Bday Melissa..
Happy Bday myself...
My gracefulness, elegance, foolishness aint stopping here..
More to come
More to be made up with..
More to achieve..
All I wish for is nothing but the truthful bliss in the eyes of my loved ones..
A pink of health
Grad smoothly..
As for the last..
im just keeping them to myself..
nothing big..
God Bless...
MEL's 22nd..
Im sure it will get better..
coz i believe i will be smiling from now onwards..
Eve of Good Friday ( Thursday )
Was spent with the girls at zouk
Boring~ No Crowd, Music was alright
Bummed into long time friend...
Drank Quite abit
was being all evil laughing at the stupid ways people dance....
Had dinner with mum over at Parkway yesterday at some dumpling and Ramen resturant
The food was ok.......
Soup of the day, (dont Know what soup but it taste nice)
Beancurd with mushroom(i likeee)
Cha Jiang Mian
Some Veggie
Roasted Chicken
Steamed Fish
Dessert (Alo Vera with some sour thingy)
Last week of school
3 Papers
2 on my bday
(damn it there goes my bday)
Then Thursday gona be down to do SFF set up
1 week of holiday
5 days doing Sff
=(
2 more semester....
Im sooo counting down..
God Bless!
Europe Sky..Im soo looking forward!
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Whatever It Is It Doesnt Matter..Whatever It takes It meant no Ill Feelings..
Whatever Is Done Its not a bad intention...Learn to Forgo..Forgive..
But maybe its really hard to forget...
The Gracefulness of having a failed memory is you forget the good n bad times and not being all so unfair to the next someone
YET when you easily forget people will take u as heartless..
I beg to differ..
Why not hear my side of story...
Have you once felt that the heart that love is also that heart that pinched from the supposely loved.
Have you felt the hands once held the longest time is also that hand that let loose..
Have you smiled with tears in eyes and say you are absolutely fine..
Have you lied to not hurt the one you love but was eventually hurt when they did likewise..
Define happiness
Define Compatiable
Define Us
Define We
Define They
Define You and Me
Define the many more chapters in the story..
Everyone's definition isnt you or me to fault...isnt you or me to judge they are wrong unconventional, not romantic, not nice..
who are u to tell that the story isnt fantastic..
Afterall you are just the readers to the story...
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Dont ask me dont fault me dont tell me dont judge me...
But do be truthful,, do feel, do understand, do love, do be kind..
P.S- My happy machine get well soon.... popeye n kfc is waiting =)
Moments.
it just took a harmless second to remind me that I was blessed..
It just took a close someone to show they afterall care..
it just took a simple stuff to send me off grinning...
Moments.. when time stood still with you..
when time stood still with me...
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Hello Weekday~
Hello Presentation week~
Hello mugging week~
Hello Hello Hello
I supposely define the yesterday as its not gona hurt me no more..
I supposely define holding close to heart the many todays that make me smile a far bit..
I supposely define that what I make out of would end with a happy ending..
and I would supposely define the person beside would no longer be blurry..
Paint my emotions with striking loud colours,
I rather go wild and smile
than to mourn the dull history..
"I didnt wana think Im finally done with it, but I did see myself finally leaving the sight of it a fair bit further"
Im staying that way..
When I see you in time..
That suppose to would no longer linger around you..
The whole of last week was hectic..
upside down..
everything seem sooon wrong..
screwed up the accounts paper..Darn!!
then was suppose to mug for buying in the end overslept..
but I think I did better for my buying paper as compared to that stupid accounts..
whatever it is its over..
3 weeks more to sweet surrenders...
but still havent got the dates for SFF...
im soo praying it wouldnt eat into my april break...
and my bday is like 3 week later and im having exams on the very day n on the 27th..
that means i wont be celebrating bcoz im pretty held up on last of that week
all my assignments are dued..presentations, exams...
but its ok..
i don usually do bdays soo its ok for me...
LB bought the karl lagerfield CD
and she told me that the CD is like tailored for me.
she say the musics in it is soooo ME ME
haha
damn it make me want it even more...
Im just hoping for everything to turn out really well and just finish school really soon...
Modules for next semester is out..
and its damn heavy..
also its my 4 other favourite girls last term...
=( they will be gg for their internship soon...
but im sure we will be graduating together...
whatever it is, everything is just gona turn out fine..
i dont care if its not gona..but im making it turn out fine
have a gd weekend...
love MEL~
"The definition of mundane life is like a normal looking sponge cake under the layers of cream and icing"..
I dont wana be immune to what i was told..
I dont wana totally ignore what i was suppose to face up to
I dont wana cry because its gona in time hurt yet again...
If i was ever given, or was already given
If it was to acknowledge..will my heart shatter yet another day..
Dont promise..
Dont swear...cause its gona make me hurt when its finally over...
Tell me about it..I will listen..even if it hurts...
P.S(You dont have to hide, because its me u are talking to, Im here not going no where)
To the man above, our lord please bless us and keep us safe..
Please bring that fear of all singaporeans to ease..
Jon Maclaughlin
I love his voice~
The man behind the voice of enchanted..
"So Close"
Heres a few of his Songs..
FOR YOU FROM ME:
Beautiful Disaster:
lastly ENCHANTED! SO CLOSE~
Im happy
with the way he irritates me..
Im happy
with the way he made my dreams soo truthfully sweet..
Im happy
with the way he pactify me..
Im happy
with the way he say he doesnt like but actually he does..
Im happy
cause for now ive got him..
=)
I dont wana know how in time..
but I know we are happy with what it is..
My make believe world that i chose to run to when i get too tired of the goings with reality..
My tranquil stillness of heaven..
What I rightfully called mine in that lalaland of mine..
Over there theres no one
but me living with a golden retriever in a small not lavishly furnished house...
People living there is simple..
and in front of me is my endless rows of lavender field..
I never wana wake up forever...
there is such places but maybe in my whole life i can never be there....
But I have what i call my lalaland...
bcoz of him..
i had one and will have them forever...
=)
The nothings to others pinned smiles to our faces, the nothings to others can make both of our days and the nothings to others is really afterall nothing...