Sunday, September 30, 2007
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Saturday, September 29, 2007 29.9.07
Thursday, September 27, 2007 27.9.07
Monday, September 24, 2007 24.9.07
Friday, September 21, 2007 21.9.07
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 19.9.07
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 18.9.07
Sunday, September 16, 2007 16.9.07
Saturday, September 15, 2007 15.9.07
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 12.9.07
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 " Self obession to others is self denial and on withdrawal to others" 11.9.07
Sunday, September 09, 2007 9.9.07
Saturday, September 08, 2007 8.9.07
Friday, September 07, 2007 Still have work in hand.... But will take time off to meet up with my besties on sat..yay cant wait.. I seriously need time off and a breathing space.. But stuff are lined to finished...still.. never mind it will be over soon... Endure.. P.S( L.B and I have come to a term to name it " Tango for Two", may everything be in place soon) =) 7.9.07
Wednesday, September 05, 2007 5.9.07
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5.9.07
Tuesday, September 04, 2007 I cannot afford to lose my selective ones. I cannot afford to lose my indulgences. I cannot afford to lose my wants at this point of time. If everything happens or everyone i met was a must.. Then rather i chose to look at it as a chance to make me clearer as time goes that i will be stronger and better in handling my emotions and the stuff happening.. Those chance teaches me to be smart yet ignorant... Those chance teaches me to look life as being a great one.. Those chance teaches me to eventually stay rooted to the ground.. Those chance that makes me feel at ease... Perhaps i dont smile like i should, I dont cry like i could, But im thankful for the goings because indeed life is good.. With greatest love.. 4.9.07
Monday, September 03, 2007 3.9.07
Sunday, September 02, 2007 it was fun fun and more fun... 2.9.07
Was going about doing my logo for "TFT"
well still very much in process..
Soo awaits ya..
Anyway out of the box..
Ifs dont always happen...
IFs dont leave any afterall..
when u have IFs that means u are swayed by whatever under a situation of having to make a comparison..
SO rather at times i really dont want to have lots of IFs in mind..coz its tiring to think of the situation..when in time u know that it likely isnt gona happen..
I might think or even try to be friendlier..
I might think or even try to not want or think tooo long ahead..
I might think or even try to make some stuff not look that bad..
But then again at the end of the day would i still be me if i really put it to use..
Will the change work..or at the end of the day
it will eventually still move n drift away even though i tried to be what i thought i could..
"Not having and not holding is actually a way of owning it forever.Because there isnt at all a desire..."
Its wednesday..
Into the 3rd day of my 2 week holiday....
Went for a singing session with MArsha...
And the two of us went on to sing our lungs out for a straight 5 hours..
woohooo~ the feeling was superb..
haha it has really been awhile since i soak myself in a ktv room....
After that we headed to far east plaza to eat dinner..
Was recommended a Ramen store by her...
HAhaha...didnt take photo becoz we are too busy slurping away..
Shopped ard and i bought clothes..
Aww...
ok.. the buying cato i was helping yvonne with, was way way tackier than i thought..
eww its sooo confusing and theres like soo many things i have to do..
but the thought of heading to HK in Jan for Buying Principal 2..
" The stillness and calmness Im having each and everyday i wake up seem sooo surreal.."
Too peaceful for its own good..too calm for its own good...If everything is gona stay this way for the longest time will i take the stillness and calmness for granted!?"
Feel sooo good...
finally my break...
was out with the gals on friday night...
Bummed into pple i havent seen for quite awhile the feeling was gd...
Im happy at the same time feel that some things can juz change in such short period of time..
which i nv let myself went on further to ask..
Well, its nt within me and i dont think im in a position to say anything..
soo i rather leave it as it is..
hhaa
went to jazzy house and the gals taught me to play mahjong...
awww, i likey like it..
its not an auntie game ok..
its really good for the brain..
and we played the whole nite..hahaaa
well its fun..though we didnt gamble and i dont think gambling is the whole key thing..
most importantly i think its more of a bonding which matters more to me..
thanks gals... for the fun night. though 2 of the other zha bors are missing..
hoping for the full attendance the next time ya...
Well this few days doing nothing...watched some serial marsha recommended..
slept late..wake up late...
aww i really miss those days slacking...
its good to do nothing n not think of anything coz i think i neeed a long break..in order for me to go further...
Well gona help yvonne with the buying cato soon...
Im looking forward to more MJ session aka bonding session..ktv ktv...
and also nt forgetting L.B our bizzy..
and without once out of my mind catching up wif some of my selective ones
plus the HK trip im sooo looking forward tooo....
hope its sooon soon sooon...
ALright thats abt all...
clicking out...back to my serial....
XOXO
HOLIDAY>..
Woooohooooo...
2 Weeks of sweet surrenders...
To chill, slack, catch up, sleep and also not forgetting
the under construction process of "TFT"
21/09 happiest bday to my anonymous, though i cant be there but heres to u
have a great bday today...Muakz!!
Awaits the hongkong trip..
Nothin much to say...
Time to sleep....
With love, clicking out!
2 papers tmr...
1 last lesson on thurs..
to mark closure to this hell ride term...
Way dried me dry...
I cant seem to focus now..coz im darn tired....
Done with my PD presentation and we are quite happy that its finally over..
Well well we did fairly well for the work of juz 2 person...
Then after class, stayed back to help yvonne with the buying cato..
And guess what..
Our buying princple 2, which is next yr JAnuary...
we are flying to HONG KONG!!!
for the fall/winter fashion week and the trade show...
Aww....
yay!!
Its work most of the time there, but we will still have some time on our own more or less..
So we can camwhore, eat, sing k, SHOP!! whahahahahaa...
I CANT WAIT..
and also to see "him"
hahaaa..
his looking forward tooo..
weeeeee~
Went to suntec coz L.B supposely thought theres a graphic fair or something but in the end we found nothing..
Headed down to red dot,Hearty heart it..then to cheenatown to get out supplies..
Argh im tired..i wana sleep but i got to mug...
argh!!!! 
HK HK HK HK HK HK HK, what im looking for and what we all are looking forward to ..
in 5months time...
Awwww
clicking out....
Went to meet fellow L.B to finalise our PD stuff for the very last time..
Products will be posted on blog once our presentation is over..
Then after discuss the necessary stuff for our biz..
The kind of "feel" we wana give..what sort of layout for the webpage, the names of our merchandise..
Yada yada yada..
Cant really say much coz its still very much under process coz we still have quite alot of stuff to settle..
But we are aiming to have the official launch in december..
Awww cant wait..
Sweet surrenders are nearing me by barely 3 days..Cant wait..
but guess i will be pretty occupied too preparing the stuff and running ard alot..
But its all worth it....
May the man above give me the fullest strength and energy to be able to handle all the stuff coming in time....
Im still holding firmly to this god damn dream and i wana hold it for the longest time...
So i wana make it happen...and i will do my outmost to make it happen......
Well, side track happen to come across this place which i very much wana visit one day..
Greece, SANTORINI!!
IHEART!! this landscape big time... Likey like like <3
Dont Know why i juz feel the calmness when i see this place..
I wana go there one day....
Alright thats abt all today..
Clicking out...
Time check:4.26am..
few more hours to PD presentation and then it marks the official finish for PD...
Till the next post of my PD .
With LOVe <3
Those toys accompanied me thru my childhood days...
They have been left untouched at the shelves..
But today i have a real great idea to reuse them again...(will show u soon what i will do to them)
My treasure found..hahhaaa
This is what i call simple tooooo.....
YAY!!
Finally i can take a deep breathe and inhale....
Its finally over...
Settled the final projects...
Woohoo!
All thats left are the presentations and the exams next week...
Im happy.and im back on track..i think soo...
Im stronger and frankly thinking back i kind of think that i held my emotions really well in a certain way..
Im even more proud to say I can handle n finish whatever shit i was given..
Aww~ *GRINS*
"Patience strengthens the spirit, sweetens the temper, stifles anger, extinguishes envy, subdues pride, bridles the tongue, restrains the hand, and tramples upon temptations."-George Horne (1730-1792)Cleric and scholar
Sometimes im left with nothing but the thoughts that runs countless of times at the back of my mind...If every goings are juz what they should be..
Sometimes im left with all the questions but then again i can never find my way to all the answers...If every stuff should rightfully have its reason..
Sometimes im left with what i see, that i cant help but face up to it..If the rightful saying is seeing is believing...
Till the next entry..
Scrolling out.....
Time for me to slack..
My very much needed and wants right now..
muhahahahaah~
Got my Product development competed..
Got my tote bag..result wasnt disppointing..but i juz feel that something is lacking..
(L.B feels the same too, but we juz cant seem to figure it out...The "feel" maybe)Anyway, submitted the muji window display proposal.. Though i know its all about luck but i really hope i will get a chance to execute it...
Its sat, eww 2.41am the wee hours...still up trying to aim n finish the garment drawings...so as to have space for the 2 exams next week...
One more week to go to Sweet surrenders..
IM sooo desperately in need of it...
To do stuff like Sleep the whole day( like wat Mr.D suggested n not care of anyting)
To meet up with the pple i havent been seeing for quite awhile...
To also get the stuff going with L.B
A week, I pray for to make up for the stuff i hv temporary put on hold...
" The one that puts partings to action hurts even more than the one recieving it"
"U dont cry to stay on but u cry because u are moving on from where u left off, Tears of sorrow or rather the outburst of joy!?
Tues: Met up with fellow L.B to cheenatown..
Saw our fruit of the product..was kinda pleased with its process..
Will be looking forward to the finishing which is tmr..yay cant wait..
At the very least it didnt disappoint me bcoz i pinned alot of hope on the result of the tote bag..
Cheenatown is like our hangout place man...have been gg down there alot lately...
Then we went on to bras basah to get our logo done up in a sticker...Sticked the freshly
printed on the packaging...eeeeee I likey like like....
( Cant show the stuff yet haha awaits till the presentation nxt week ya )
Then after went to Mac to finish the necessary stuff for the report and presentation..
Really kudos to my L.B hahahahaa can do sub-line for the auntie at cheenatown..Awwww
She actually can handle the plyer sooo professionally which im like more "gu niang ".
(L.B, i will master it soon haha i need to practise more soo we can share the load ya..)
Went home, did the arrangement here and there..
Wed: Had lesson which is like usually.. Advertising Major project
Presentation>>DONE!!
[Hope we will be graded well, which i think we did well =)]
Then had garment class, did all the workshop drawings for the garment, which i dont
like...
Scedule for thurs: Go for PD class at 2, then head down to cheenatown AGAIN! to collect my
tote bag..then head down to katong for the photo shoot for my product...
Awaits....
Im feeling ok already becoz the end is near...
RAther am already looking forward to the 1 week sweet surrenders..
Still in hand for next week is the Muji proposal, the advertising exam n garment exam, and the PD presentation all in one next week...
" You wont be losing the battle if you have being fighting all this while"
" In the eyes of my own and the heart of mine, I have only myself to ressure that every
goings will be fine"
It will consist of
Accessories,
Persona Tees
and many more...
Still doing the necessary research and looking around for more ideas..
Aww..
Whats "tango For Two"
It will be revealed really sooon...
Seriously hicccups are gg on one after another...
Ohh well, I already take it as it is..
We did our very best juz that we lose out when it comes to luck..
I leave it all up to the man above...
Two more weeks to get over n done with this module..Which I don at all liked..
But bcoz of PD, i really really really wish very much to hv a label of my own..
And thru PD, indeed im trying really hard to make it work..
Awaits the 1 week break..
to have bonding sleepovers and MJ session...
to get L.B and my Bizzy started...
to also have time to do all the catching up...
Guess my week break will be well spent...
Aww...
Finally I got to meet up with my bestie..Kat...
It wasnt like our yesterdays that we could actually meet every weekend..
Gone are those days where zouk is like our regular hangout place...
Gone are those days where we can actually groove to our favorite beats till the wee hours..
Work is tying her down..
School is tying me down..
And time juz passes us just like that...
But i always believe that besties need not need to call or see each other everyday..
coz when we do hang out together we juz click like a magnet to fridge...
I love her for not asking much..bcoz i will naturally tell her abt the goings..
I love her for juz laughing with me abt the silly stuff we see or did...
I love her for being there juz there to make me feel that ive got company..
And i love her most importantly bcoz i juz know i do....
Friday : After school, after lunching with the girls...
Head down to taka with L.B then to spotlight.. to source for our PD stuff..
PD is like never ending to us...we are sooo tired looking and brainstorming what
material to use for the handle for our tote bag..
We were soo tired till a point we unglamly sat on floor at spotlight or is it the rack?
Hahaaaa i know its unglam but we are juz toooooo tired....
We crap along the way but was juz tooo tired to snap our crappy acts....
Headed home then cut and arranged my garment book....
Argh!! another headache....
Today, woke up around 6plus, I always feel that it wasnt enough....
Feel like sleeping more to make up for that whole week...
Continued with my garment book...
2 more hours to meet up wif my bestie..
Wee, time off for me to switch off n get away from everything..
Sunday's destination: Jazzy's house yet again...
Project assignment homework.....
2 more weeks to sweet surrenders..
Piecing my "tango for two" together.....
I almost finally break down but eventually i STILL didnt..
Am i already seasoned to hold back my emotions..
Am i already seasoned to be able to handle n put them in control..
Is it good this way?
Is it really an act of a heart of steel?
Well, maybe its just that i have longed take the backseat and out of the scene for the longest time..
EVer SInce that last X'mas, 2 yrs ago...
Paisely and cream...
Aww truly heart this place..
The hot pink wall, the Aundrey hupburn photos..
The cupcakes,
The drinks..
Awww ~
Even if it meant doing work, i gladly would spend my whole day there..
I love the place..
Well go back there again..
Aww~
Well its friday yet again... TGIF..
Tired, drained..
Drained, tired..
Shant yada abt sch coz its as per normal..
well was really having the "heart to Heart" kinda talk wif my L.B abt some stuff...
Frankly, I nv believe in the assurances unless its coming for oneself at the right time..
Time goes on like nobodies business, but as time goes we will have a diff wants at a diff point of time...
We hold an expectation for oneself..but that doesnt mean that we are high out of reach...and we need nt explain or say much abt it.
*THE ONE THAT LIKES US WONT NEED IT, THE ONE THAT DISLIKE US WONT BELIEVE IT *
so simple as it is so be it...
Sweet surrenders soooooon....
Last stretch...
Whine but work
Work but whine..
Becoz in time we are juz answerable to ourselves and the ones who always have faith n believe in us...
Thats all good nite
With Love
XOXO
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You are part Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day. Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com
不是你的离去让我伤心，而是你没说再见的背影让我哭泣
This sentances speaks it all for the relationship he ended months ago..
Sometimes i really wonder if the comfort i gave really did somehow assured them that it would be ok really soon..
Coz when faced with the same situation i wouldfrankly think it doesnt apply at all too..
Well i didnt wana say or comfort much rather i chose to not ask or talk much to him abt it..
He will be fine in his own way..the way that will actually talk him out of getting over it..
But i did assure him that i will be there always for him even though we are far apart..
4 long yrs of friendship and it isnt easy..
My someone who makes part of my missing piece filled at some point of time when i very much needed it..
He is..
My someone that is ever soo sweet to making me believe that it isnt that bad as i thought it was..
He is..
My someone that makes me feel loved with his way of showing that at the very least he did see me as wat i actually is
He is...
My Anonymous~
Like a show..
Like A movie...
Or even like the lyrics that tells a story..
I was sitting down recently and sum stuff really left me off thinking..
Time juz went on its extreme to go on n on without waiting for any..
Time heals and prove stuff that u always wanted to explain..
Time is the real winner whereby me n u are juz their followers..
I came across some stuff that triggered some thoughts but i didnt know very much of how im really feeling..
Pinched in the heart.Yet i can still smile abt it.
And it really left me off pondering if this is actually a better alternative to how the whole things ended.
I nv believe in the proper goodbye..
I nv believe in explaining everything...
I nv believe that by trying means it will happen..
Rather
I believe in simply not saying goodbye coz i didnt want it to end..
I believe in saying and having things cleared along the way so that i wouldnt be thrown a day that i need to make explaination..
I believe that if it happens it eventually will even without doing much abt it..
Swept away with the wind..
Blinded by the flashes...
Deaf by the loud sounds...
That at times ive lost my way... in the realistic world..
The things that kept me tied down to the ground are the small alley, the turning corners, the old building, the laughther of a kid and that old lady down the street..
Sometimes sadly life isnt at all what you want it to be.
PART ONE
Went to Jas house to do our project..
Yay we finished our assignments on advertising..
now clearing my PD..my garment and also the MUJI report...
Soon to sweet surrenders...Awaits..
