Saturday, February 28, 2009
"In another enlightment
when the brightness draws
when closeness aint meant for words to describe
when laughing and acknowledgements are merely limited phrases
when you are just you and me is just me
Upon those strange yet familiar gestures are they what we rightfully call moments of entertainment ?
or
are they gona tail the ends with us till we close our very eyes forever?"
i see the whole stuff on another angle
maybe 60 miles different for what the usual sees
and being the opposite side
perhaps makes me feel
that i just afterall aint gona make the whole thing work
28.2.09
Friday, February 27, 2009 27.2.09
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 24.2.09
Monday, February 23, 2009 23.2.09
Sunday, February 22, 2009 22.2.09
Sunday, February 15, 2009 15.2.09
Friday, February 13, 2009 13.2.09
Saturday, February 07, 2009 7.2.09
Monday, February 02, 2009 when YOU said fucking no .. it just made me laugh, i remembered, the thing about swear romances so this is what its about.SWeet~ " a tough book to read, hopefully it wont fail me" 2.2.09
許茹芸 & 阿穆隆 - 男人女人
"男人男人..
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼"
Im waiting for you to come back home ~
one that sends out a friendly acknowledgement when eyes are met.
one that hides all the upspoken appreciation one has done for another.
one that makes unspoken feelings answered.
one that marks an end in a more gentle approach.
one that denies all the truth to some others..
one that makes awkwardness refined..
a smile is simple yet held with millions of meaning behind it
a smile is nice when everything unsaid, undone is solved through it.
smile for it might make us better temporary or maybe to some for a little while longer
I was just wondering days before where this friend of mine has gone to..
doesnt seem to hear about him alot lately..
dont see him online..
no comments on fb
no small talks during late nights
and in the end i brush it off to thinking his the same as me, busy with school assignment
I was wrong..
Just today.. he msn-ED me on his mobile
and broke the news that his at penang and into his 3rd week there
his gona stay there for good..
and in long term his not coming back.
I was taken aback and at the same time felt sad..
I felt sad because he must have faced some kinda major lifechanging "reality" that his gona ditch everything as close to heart as possible to go to somewhere soo new and foreign to him..
I felt sad because upon hearing what he told me, it just made us conclude what reality does to him and theres nothing he could do but to make the best of whats left.
I felt even more sad because in our whole life we cant deny as much as we tried to that
reality is something we hv to surrender to, whether we like it or not..
He simply said he chose kinship to whatever was supposely his piority..
He chose kinship to leaving everything here to somewhere new
To him as long as his with the kinship thats all that matters and thats where home is gona be all about..
I respected that and i sincerely want him to be happy and i believe every closure to something here leads to a new over the other side of the world..
I didnt wana post this up in FB under notes for I know some of his friends doesnt know much about his sudden move
therefore im dedicating this to u my friend,
my heartfelt wishes that everything will be good as u had love held near to ur hand and u are holding on to those u love, a kinship..
you didnt lose anything for you gona gain more.. an experience more than all of us
Ask yourself in the middle of the night, when ur days are coming to an end, how many was heartfelt comfort, warm hug and earnest blessing ? if those luxury and lavishness are what u sooth after..whats left of u in time is nothing but some kind of dust blown away by the wind.. i guess people would then say I dont remember much abt them, now that truly is sad
Ive recently watched this Global Award Normination movie " Vicky Cristina Barcelona"
and was simply captivated by the scene of Barcelona and the level of liking Europe on a whole increased greatly..
Directed By: Woody Allen
Synopsis: Two young American women, Vicky (Rebecca Hall) and Cristina (Scarlett Johansson) come to Barcelona for a summer holiday. Vicky is sensible and engaged to be married; Cristina is emotionally and sexually adventurous. In Barcelona, they're drawn into a series of unconventional romantic entanglements with Juan Antonio (Javier Bardem), a charismatic painter, who is still involved with his tempestuous ex-wife Maria Elena (PenÃlope Cruz). Set against the luscious Mediterranean sensuality of Barcelona, 'Vicky Cristina Barcelona' is Woody Allen's funny and open-minded celebration of love in all its configurations.
After watching this movie, i had a whole new understanding and perhaps like what was said in the movie: " we were meant for each other and not meant for each other" and " only unfulfil love can be romantic"
now i do agree..
"que sel l'amour non satisfait est romantique"
my next movie on the list : Paris Je T'aime
Im just plain lazy to upload photos from my camera 
I hope i can make out~
and I hope i have the patiences to try to hang by abit longer
I hope you are earnestly truthful not just to me thats important but to your very self.
I hope i can make you learn to trust and to make u realise that its ok to trust.
I hope that in time i will learn to cry because u are crying with me
I hope it doesnt fail us
and we dont fail this whole crap
Remember to remember
Forget to forget
to flow with
to fly with
to walk with
I like the night better cause only then can i realise the cruel fact about what im avoidance of
