Ponder, Feel, Walk on...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

One of the research on new york based designer , Betsey Johnson
Was Wow-ed by her dome
my god niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee
but yet again i cant imagine myself living in such a princessy place surrounded by pink pink and more pink, but its niceeeeeeeeeeeee

and look at those cupcakes
how crazy can ppl get over all those luxe
now even the cupcakes are nt spared
i love the Hermes n the Tiffany & Co and the whole bday cake one
hahahaa

its exactly 10 + 1 more
im soo planning for the aftermath
JB, Helipad, Xmas merrying, Count down, Besties bday, many coming up

Im happier
I hope

30.11.08

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

My masterpiece

from makeup to hair to the shoot

soley doned by me

the satisfaction was not meant for words to describe

Only thru lens can i see another side of what the naked eyes couldnt see

that is when the heart matches the thoughts and dances with the eyes

my temporary escape from what reality is about

26.11.08

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i wish i could take my leave have my stand go my way and not bother that much as to how n what as of next

as much as i wanted to let go

stuff seems to keep pulling me back

even tears cant seem to work

even whining cant seem to make everything disappear and

even you being there cant help lessen the feeling

im soo dejected by what im facing

I was shouted back without any act of standing by me or any sort of defence

instead it was mere silence

now thats what hurts the most

where have all that like minded thoughts gone to when in the end i was being judge and u seem totally not in the picture

thank you for making me realise that trying really hard is just crap and bullshit

thank you for making me realise that what was told are just moments of folly

thank you again for making me feel yet again disappointed

"Intuition comes very close to clairvoyance; it appears to be the extrasensory perception of reality."

25.11.08

Thursday, November 20, 2008

i was left behind with no one on my side
i was heavy hearted like i no longer wana try anymore
utterly not comfortin nor could i contain the tears from rolling
goodbye~

20.11.08

Where has all the unfairness ..all the disappointment and all the angered go to when u see what is facing u ??

20.11.08

Friday, November 14, 2008

Nice right ??
if u think its a life size house u are totally wrong
its a dollhouse~~~
all of it is scaled down
I was fascinated
....
like WOW!!!

14.11.08

Having said
Having done
Im not able to any longer know how to interpret..
Words seems that it has lost its way
Communication just seems to be like a one sided affair
me is just me
and u is just u
not the least the WE that i thought by trying there will be
no its still me

I no longer am taking it from there
............................................................................................
take a second to ponder
having said that
i give it up

i can hear how the hammer hits the nail

14.11.08

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Im contemplating Lipstick Jungle and Cashmere Mafia
cant wait for graduation to arrive and to be over..so that i can have some relax time to do stuff like just simply waking up, not stressing over assignments and just watch the shows i want
hmm reviews have them saying both are very much alike
well will see them and comment on that

By the way, the american election
OBAMA is the man
Salute!!!!

Everything is very much drawing near..
a little bit more people a little bit more

ive got an email yest and im gg on a mag interview
not gona reveal which
work is good the people is nice
and everything is fine

im content..
will post the photos for Adrian's bday soon
bck to the report

"nothing withstand changes"
Nothing~

4.11.08