Tuesday, October 28, 2008


Truth be told?
naive..
without doubt your inner child will always tell you or chose to tell u things u want out to be..

I feel insecure with the upcoming stuff..
I feel the fear current swiping my way
I dont know why
can i really let go and trust the end result?
I have fear in me..
my heart pinched like its telling me im in for the decision i made
to not depend on what i usually should do..

im at loss of grip and words
and i feel really frustrated bcoz at this phrase i only can handle so much and seriously im on the verge of drowning
and i feel like im fighting this result alone..
those fear made me shivered..

God oh god pls i beg of u to hear me out
pls make me stand on just a fair bit more
its nearing the end
im only shouting out to you bcoz i only can turn to u for strength and to overcome the fear in me

I dont know anymore if theres more i hv to say
i only can do this much and already so much is left off me
im tired, world
and if crying does help
by all means...

Amen~

28.10.08

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Melly

Fashion Slave.. Coffee is love..
Shopping is soothing to the mind and soul..
Hanging out with bff is heaven on earth...
Library to me is an 'atas' place
especially the arts and humanitites section..
I love library Im that easy to please..
but im biased to who pleases me..
Im silly but im not stupid...
Im ignorant but im selective about it...
Im nice only to whom i chose to be nice to...
I dont know anymore..
But dont bother trying to make me realise..
I will figure them out myself...
The Child liked laughter, The never once gone building,
The old familiar faces right down that corner..
When you have yourself to say its enough, maybe its just it..
Gone are the yesterdays....
Seek Pleasure, Define Life
on the transquil stillness of the wee hours..
Simplicity to me is the Peak of Civilisation..
Dont call me weird, we are just different!
*The ManKid That Leaves The We Dumbfounded In The Us*

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