Sunday, September 21, 2008
WineBar-Ed with the clique clang kiang
Alex was soo funny the whole night with his "8 yr old" story that created stares from the tables beside us
Im just glad i went..for lately im really on the verge of breaking down totally..
but anyway im really am done-D with being the " all nice about it " attitude
i wasnt left with a choice, i was forced to the wall.
perhaps we do not have common interest in what we want our end result to be
perhaps you just thought u did ur part
but i rather say its just pointless and of no help for the stuff you did just wasnt so called what we called " with heart"
but rather DOING FOR THE SAKE OF DOING
i really dislike cats n its without doubt for no reason
they have the weirdest attitude, eerie personality
that when u get too close to them
it will send chill down your spine
anyway, im just going about what is within the stuff in my fingers..
im not safekeeping anyone for everyone should be safekeeping themselves
one day i might just say i wana take the backseat
for i have every right to say i did more that what i was suppose to do
and i deserve the right to just seat back and relax
"If you don't want to do something, one excuse is as good as another."- Yiddish Proverb
anyway, LB pls remember what i mentioned
its all about deserving or not
and not about chances
we are not saint
and i guess we should be kinder to oneself more than giving grace to others..
P.S(pls make it for the next outing, coz it seems that we are losing the days of fun times along with the rest which is really sad )
21.9.08