Wednesday, December 05, 2007

5th December..
20 more days to xmas..
25 more days to new year..

Its an appreciative year to me..
Ive learn to appreciate the slightest or even the most simple gesture...
Ive learn to appreciate the short slightest sweet surrenders in between my busy schedule...
Ive learn to laugh and smile as i really mean it...
Im more thankful n im appreciating all the concerns...

Its a fruitful year..
a year i set myself back to doing something which i left off..
Back to schooll and I swear that im giving my all to it..

I gave lots of stuff a miss..
and even if i do have regrets in future..
they will just be what i called rightful..
there will nv be the best of both side, soo i chose my studies over lots of stuff..

My inner child is still lost somewhere out there.
My thoughts and emotions are still very much wandering about..

But its getting better...

The concerns i wana avoid n prevent...

Im still very much baring them in mind...

2008..
An "IT" year..
More good times being missed..but its all worth it

Thank you selectives.. for being there to hear me whine..
for assuring me that i will be just fine..

Thank you J darling for the constant help,and the reminder.. heart u big time..

Pls be the ones to tell me if u see the slightest change in me..
be it good or bad..
bcoz i dont wana at the end of the day be the person im always afriad to be...

Tell me the right kind of wrong and the wrong kind of right...

5.12.07