Monday, September 03, 2007
Swept away with the wind..
Blinded by the flashes...
Deaf by the loud sounds...
That at times ive lost my way... in the realistic world..
The things that kept me tied down to the ground are the small alley, the turning corners, the old building, the laughther of a kid and that old lady down the street..
Life to me is never about the big dramatic storyline, but rather a heartwarming sitcom..
Sometimes sadly life isnt at all what you want it to be.
Sometimes sadly life isnt at all what you want it to be.
How to have it the ideal simplicity in life when u know it isnt possible..
How to have it the ideal simplicity in life when u know that at times u are controlled by the compeition in the reality to work your ass off..
How to have it the ideal simplicity when u know that many a times u are thrown back to fight for the stuff you very much want it to be...
It is easier to get something u want when u fight and work hard for it..
It is easier to go with the flow..
as compared to living up to simplicity which u really really want and look forward to but it seems within reach...
Simple to me is:
To sleep and have enough sleep
To sit down and have a cup of coffee
To juz laze ard and do nothing
To hang out wif my selective ones..
To have breaks and bitch ard when doing a grp project
To just cry when sad and laugh when happy
Or even a choc or ice cream makes my day
Plus plus a simple sms to a greet me..
to me its sooo simple yet at times its soo hard to keep up....as at times it juz drift away with time
*Not pretending
*Not explaining
*Not crying
*To Not even smiling or laughing
But at the far end of that final chapter, u will eventually understand....
that I will be the one truly smiling, truly laughing and you will be the one trying to explain and trying to smile and laugh..
Coz at that point of time u just didnt understand...
I chose to leave a chance that u will never understand..
I chose to forgo the things that u might think its worthwhile..
I chose to go the other way that u didnt really see it coming...
I chose to.. even if theres regrets in time but i chose to....
3.9.07