Ponder, Feel, Walk on...

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Like a show..
Like A movie...
Or even like the lyrics that tells a story..

I was sitting down recently and sum stuff really left me off thinking..
Time juz went on its extreme to go on n on without waiting for any..
Time heals and prove stuff that u always wanted to explain..
Time is the real winner whereby me n u are juz their followers..

I came across some stuff that triggered some thoughts but i didnt know very much of how im really feeling..
Pinched in the heart.Yet i can still smile abt it.
And it really left me off pondering if this is actually a better alternative to how the whole things ended.
I nv believe in the proper goodbye..
I nv believe in explaining everything...
I nv believe that by trying means it will happen..

Rather
I believe in simply not saying goodbye coz i didnt want it to end..
I believe in saying and having things cleared along the way so that i wouldnt be thrown a day that i need to make explaination..
I believe that if it happens it eventually will even without doing much abt it..

I cannot afford to lose my selective ones.

I cannot afford to lose my indulgences.

I cannot afford to lose my wants at this point of time.

If everything happens or everyone i met was a must..

Then rather i chose to look at it as a chance to make me clearer as time goes that i will be stronger and better in handling my emotions and the stuff happening..

Those chance teaches me to be smart yet ignorant...

Those chance teaches me to look life as being a great one..

Those chance teaches me to eventually stay rooted to the ground..

Those chance that makes me feel at ease...

Perhaps i dont smile like i should,

I dont cry like i could,

But im thankful for the goings because indeed life is good..

With greatest love..

4.9.07