Ponder, Feel, Walk on...

Friday, August 31, 2007

Went to lots of places today..
First to Muji paragon..
then to Muji bugis
WHY? coz we need to do the phototakings for the visual window display compeition..
Then after that went back to school for awhile..
Stayed back with my L.B ( which "she" bimboly claims it as "LAO BAN" but its LADY BOSS)
=_=
Sit under the sun to do quality check for garment composition..GREat coz its soo hard plus the measuring is adding to the heat..
so we've decided to move location..NLB...
Super super tired..
Still the workload didnt lessen that much...

*Maybe a simple saying of "Its part of life" juz explains it all..
haa...
but no denial i love my life coz life is good..Just that at some point of time it may not be something that is going on the way u thought it always should be..but that doesnt mEAN IT DID U WRONG ...
camwhore realises stress..it really does..trust me....

31.8.07

Busy busy busy
if u were to ask me how am i lately..
I only can use busy and still busy to tell u what i have been up to lately..
Havent got the time to have a real good sleep..
Havent got the time to really at all juz simply sit down and juz tee tee a ta ta away wif my besties..
Havent got the time to really actually get my mind off sch asssignment..

*Sometimes i really wonder if being tooooo overly nice really do me in all the shitty situations, but then again i always believe that everyone makes mistakes and deserve a second chance..We aint saint...
But then again on the other hand, be all that nice does run out on day and if i really really really wont to flare up one day..then hell ya thats it...
Thanks to me having that constant tolerances and the constant talking and jokes my friends ard me try to console me or convince me into...
It does works...but when the time juz snap then im sorry to say it will be real bad...
Nv say i didnt put a warning to it...
Like i always say Im an angel wif horns...
so..caution..

* Its getting over the angered stage, rather when i cool off and think back i really feel upset that the person i knew has changed n how disgusted and sad that how long more will she realise that the thing lies on her...thats really bad when she doesnt realise it...
really bad and sadly no matter where she goes she will feel that everyone is the one at fault n doing her wrong..sad real sad for ppl like her..

Till then pple, i know up till date almost all of it is boring and all abt cursing n swearin n complaining,
Im happy my stage of time, but its not everytime that im all smiley but nevertheless life is still good..
CHeers..

31.8.07

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Upset but happy at same point..
Black faced but smiled in between...
Almost cried but held a little laughter....

Thats my today.....

* Its bad when the thoughts u wana convey across isnt ideal
* Its bad when the explaination and reason outs juz didnt work its way
* Its bad when people to people no longer can and able to communicate anymore...

Sad...really sad....

29.8.07

Monday, August 27, 2007

Went out to chinatown today to produce my Product development stuff..

Got my tank top done... CHECKED!!
Got my belt done...CHECKED CHECKED!!
Got the lady to do my tote done...Half checked coz its still in process( hope the outcome will be what i have expected..well Awaits )

Lately other than school assignments, im also busying piecing and sourcing ard for stuff and ideas..hopefully to set up a mini biz along wif trisha..
Wish us luck...
Its good to have a sub line coz at the very least we are hoping to make some pocket money and at the same time hoping that we will put to go use to what we hv learnt soo far..(which is nt alot)
So its still in great process..experimenting the turnout after my PD presentation n hearin from wat my lect say..
iF its really a standard gd enough then i will do more of the stuff i did for PD....

Forgoing a certain stufff isnt a bad ting..
coz my greatest want now is to do what i have learnt and hoping by the end of my sch days at the least im headin somewhere..

BUT not forgetting to always have in mind to stick rite down to earth...

* A great designer is one with talent but still having its feet sticked to the ground..
One that has its nose up the air will fall greatly sumday..

Im all excited and im waiting..

to show my done up product BUT I CANT..
OMG!!!

awaits!! *excitingly* *_*

27.8.07

Shant talk much coz once i start there will be endless things to whine abt...

Gona say almost all is half done juz need amendments here n there..

Sweet surrenders soon..

Awaits..

Hmm had a busy week running ard to source for stuff..

Forgot to post up photos I took at Ann Sianh Hill...

I heart those building..
* it juz caputres u for that instant moment n take u away frm all the hassle*

Sweet sutff can really brighten one persons day..well at least for a shortwhile

Finalising of my Product will be up soon its still in process of getting it done..
Same goes for my advertising ad,,lots of drift but still not really come to a final decision as to which yet..

SOon soon soon...

* When it comes to love....everyone in its eyes are the no brainers...and those that aint smart wont excel.*'
* Love plays its way the own way it want it to be and not u controlling it to be..

The persuae continues, the going gets tough, but the runnings continue..
you cant stop but u can slow down n breathe alittle...

27.8.07

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Had a really busy work...
Multi tasking the workload...
Tired and dried and a mixture of anger when the msg u deliver to a certain someone is juz screwed up and the consistance of trying to explain n explain makes u think at the end of the day which is USELess...
I really have no life..
Apart from school days im at home... facing the computer...
Really at times i really ponder if the supposely passion has actually made me feel a whole lot of digust and dislike...
Its like i dont like it anymore..
But still i move on..
The thought of moving forward no longer surrounds the fact that its a love n passion instead it has forced u to the verge of doing it for the sake of doing it....
But I know that hard work and being able to mould myself to getting use of the hectic datelines and meeting up at the standard is indeed a challenge that i really have to practise on..

ANYway enough of whinning its fri and as promised i think i need a break frm everything becoz i need to relax n recollect my thoughts.. so i went for a gathering with a whole lot of ppl whom i havent seen or hangout for the longest time since i started sch..
They are my gd old times and indeed n no doubt that i MIA frm them for the longest times... Months to be exact...

* Desire and passion aint juz something that comes to u straight forwardly the fruit to it at the end of the day is to pass thru tat bums along the way...*
* At some point of time u thought that its ok to do ur best and not fail urself in a sense of consience but most of the time u are not up the challenge juz for urself but the others that u thought is the least harmless...

I will move on bcoz at the end of the day i will see light...

25.8.07

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Time is really ticking away like nobodies business..

AND I SERIOUSLY AM DRAINED N TIRED...

workload this term is very very very heavy...becoz most of the assignments are dued at the end of the term....therefore we are really really really pressing and rushing to get as much work done as possible...

trying very hard to multi task so as to cover almost all of it..Which is really hard..

ITS BAD ENOUGH TO GET THINGS DONE ALREADY YET THATS SOME fCUK UP SITUATIONS...

like a standard we have to meet within a one week due date..BUT THE THING IS NT BCOZ WE ARE DOING LAST MIN WORK BUT BCOZ WE HVENT GOT THE RELEVANT INFO OF WHAT TO DO SO HOW TO...

worst at the same time no less producing a high quality of standard..

Kill me...

ITs gona be tough and tiring for that very sure thing...

but im sure we are able to do it...

Juz pray that whatever we do, we will deserve that outcome we desired n look forward too...

Had a busy tues and wed running around looking for stuff for our product developement...

Its one forth done juz need to produce the product and hope it would turn out ask what we visualised and i cant expect excellent but at the very least of satisfying....

Advertising is also going somewhere...

so we actually target and hopes to finish it as soon as possible if not for hiccups along the way..WHICH I REALLY PRAY NOT~

Whats left my garment research book..not really pasted yet..still hanging there for now....

MADNESS!!!!!!

My advertising poster...more to come before finalising it...

P.S( Working as a grp is never never ez there is surely disagreement and diff point of view, but the thing to work smoothly is to really communicate...

The very basic is to at least ask n get involve n not expecting the others to spoon feed u with info.. we are doing our fair share of stuff soo its only right to do what u should do...)

* Some times the thought of dreams juz perish and disappear..*

* SOme times till the verge that the sight of the supposely passion might in turn become ur fearful enemy*

* Some times...u just lose it and ponder if its after all worth it..*

23.8.07

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

I juz cant seem to stop whining though i know that it doesnt help..but i juz cant help it...
This terms 2 of the modules juz suxs..
or to rather say the stuff im suppose to learn thru this module juz didnt happen n i know nothing abt it..
SHE juz suxs...the way she teach juz sux....
the constant saying of time is running out but the way she directs us is like making us tour in a maze I DONT SEE AT ALL the direction she wants us to head...
Pardon my cursing and swearing but i juz cant help it...
DAteline is soo near yet we know nothing of what she wants exactly and the main aim at the end of the day what this module is all about..
FCUK.....
if i were to get her again for the upcoming module its sooooo fcuking sick and screw the sch with their incompete for giving us a person who knows nothing abt the stuff shes teaching but just going by the book..
screw it

21.8.07

Monday, August 20, 2007

Aries - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.
Your negative traits:
You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later.You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.
Your ideal partner:
A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.
Your dating style:
Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.
Your seduction style:
Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.
Tips for the future:
Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.
Best color to attract mate: Red
Best day for a date: Tuesday
What's" Your Love Profile?

20.8.07

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Ended class early after our VM test...which is like nonsensical early..

Stoned around in school before heading to Haji Lane to look for our ideal photo shoot location..

Darn fun I muz say apart from the lack of sleep plus the drizzle...

Yes i admit im a 100percent camwhore...well i use to not love taking photos but dont know why the sudden passion...(*wonders)

Manage to get the idea thrown across to my rest of the teammates and im glad that the idea for the poster was ok..but of cause there will still be changes here and there along the way..

Got a friend of mine to help me to do the drift of the poster i wanted it to be and he sure did a gd job...though i juz feel something is still missing well will show them to the rest to seee what else we can come up with...

Alrite enough of it...

Credits to Aloysius for this artpiece..

My addition to my nonsensical mix matching....Awww love it!!

More stuff still in hand and finalised..till the next entry..

18.8.07

Friday, August 17, 2007

ITS FRI...

am still up as usual...

mugging mug mug for my test on V.merchardising..

half did my drawing for the my bedroom which NEED NOT be submitted later..

grrrrr~

had a rough idea of what we wana do for our advertising project..BENEFITS..

how we want our concept to be....the idea juz flows and i like..

PIN UP GIRLS with a hint of the Oriential feel..awwww~

Then to the part for our 5 Products for our Product development..

Our main source CANVAS..stylo dockey..haha

hope it can be well doned as to what we visualized in mind...

as for my garment research book did all the photocopyin and printing already...juz that i havent started pasting shall do soo maybe during the weekend..

NOW the part on the proposal for MUJI window display..FCUK i juz dont have any idea what we need to submit to her...eww eww ewwness...

Ok enough of it..

Back to mugging mug mug

YAY!! after later after school..

Going to haji lane and chinatown wif my gonglicious khaki..
FUNNN..

photos will be uploaded..awwww

VOILA!

My new addition to my nonsensical mix n match..

its called : "THE LOVE STATEMENT"

haha...specially for my goong-licious and her other half..

17.8.07

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Weeee did two more mix and match..

a way to destress frm assignments..

feeling great..

hEre goes~

16.8.07

I did a cut and pasting tactic from the graphics i've got...
Its my first piece..haha not bad i likeee. I call it : THE "M" STATEMENT"
Shall do up more mixing n matching till i get the ideal one for my laptop skin..
Awaits more such nonsencial yet artsy fatsy work by me to be posted...
The follow up of my Product development products plus my advertising poster..
the drift will be shown plus the Final Outcome of it....
Awaits...

16.8.07

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

TUES: After sch headed to bras Basah wif trisha to get some materials for our research book.
The we happen to charge upon this Graphic playground..BASHEER GRAPHIC
BOOKSTORE. We went in an started flipping at the books..OMG!! IM surrounded by
graphics and i heart it soo much alongside with Fashion, Photography and Vintage...
We then headed to Raffles city n was thinking of gettting a Skin for our labtop coz they
have been naked for way too long...Obscene hahaahahaaa..but the price was kinda ex
though.So we thought of alternative ways to get it from a printing shop..hahahaha

Well a busy week and i dont like it at all but ohh well its gona be over sooon...

Wed: School as normal..nothing much....
Assignment all aligned to be dued really soon..Argh!! Bedroom technical drawing..test this
fri...Product development...advertising...garment research book..Argh....

15.8.07

Monday, August 13, 2007

Doodling and brainstorming for my Product development assignment for the ideas for a logo....
hmm what do u think?
More still in processs...

13.8.07

Hahaaa.. Out of boredom or raTher whilE having Break frm my assIgnments

decIded to take a pic of myself without "paints" on my face...

hahaahaa

Lots of my friends says no difference...hahahaaa

ohh thats a compliment coz at least i wont " scare" pple away when i remove my make up

13.8.07

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Went for a family dinner today at suntec...

the food was..

SLoW.....

SLow...

SLow...

Service was Slow...

Foood was'

O...K......

Maybe because of the wait therefore no matter how nice it was it juz didnt make it taste like due to the waiting....

The dinner was to cele my cousin's 21 st bday....

was good to seee everyone..ok almost everyone....

I want to go thailand...haha

novemeber haha hope so....

I really and sooo in need for a getaway.....

11.8.07

Graphic...my ga ga pills....

EVen more gagagaga...when a store that sells graphic prints at bugis junction opens its door.... Awwww =)
Graniph that is....yay!!!!
I love this store....
because not only their tees are unique in each n every design... its not some cheap charlie quality as compared to zara and topman.. so I HIGHLY RECOMMEND this shop!!!
A tee is selling only for $36...cheap for such a piece of work....

Check out their stores at bugis junction and also their website,

http://www.graniph.com/

Aww, im going around highly recommending this store......

Noo they didnt pay me to..but i juz feel that they really have great design plus their t-shirt is of a better quality than topman n zara...

11.8.07

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Its The EVe of NatIonal Day.....

Hahahaha everywhere is packed with ppl due to the long weekend...
Some went for a short getaway to the neighbouring countries..
SOme decided to chill and party the night away ...
ZOuk..PAckeD..

Mos..PAcked..
POwerhouse packed..

everywhere...
hahaha the tot of it juz sucks..plus when gg home and nt able to get a caB..
really will make me stand on the street and start grumbling..eeewwww i hate tat..(coz i got that when i went out on the eve of vesak day..the tot of it iss..ewwww)
So nah the safest is to stay home....

I dont feel the excitement abt National day apart its my sis bday...
i dun feel facinated abt the parade the firework..Normal i shall say...
Mayb coz im dont love spore that much...haha but then again...
Happy b'day sis and our nation...

I wore a red and white earring to sch at the eve of national daY!!

I took this pic bcoz of this bag..coz I LIKE IT SOO MUCH.OMG!!

8.8.07

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Met, talk, camwhore, shop, laugh, bitch....

Randoms.... caught in the act..shopping

I love the backgroUnd..thAts why!!

7.8.07

Monday, August 06, 2007

VintaGE IS SOOO Soo SOOO ThE "IN" thingY righT now...

IM soooo LOving aLL the 60s, 7os and the 80s stuff..

Who saYs GrannieS and MomMy's Era Is Out!?

TheY aRE way thE GodMother'S of Fashion STateMENt way befoRE Kate MosS...wooLala..

Will Show Those Accessories in the next entry!!

I HEART VINTAGE BIG TIME~

BowS~

6.8.07

Friday, August 03, 2007

TGIF.. Yay!!!!!

But nevetheless gona burn my weekends doing assignments dued next week.....

Class is never fun especially bad when the lecture is dry...

=.=

So its good to bitch about with the person sitting beside you in between class..

or u can do what i did go snapping away.....

of cause doing it without ppl realising it......

you dont carry a camera phone for nothing.......whahahaaa

Im running all the time....along with time....chasing my passsssionnnn..sure am drained.......

and especially during those times that i miss part of my yesterdays....

3.8.07

Im half way into my second module and the workload is no lesser...
Having endless late nights...
HAving burnt my time spent juz by sitting in front of the computer..typing away...
Sometimes till the verge of the mind going blank...
or even till the extend due to tireness that i think that everyone around me is doing me wrong... I soon became grumpy and rowdy...the smile and the laughter just suddenly disappear!
THIS PURCHASE OF PASSSION IS WAY WAY DRAINING ME OUT!!
but no less i still still havent turn my back to it..because its what i will love for the longest time...
The process of chasing is never that easy...
But the fruit of getting it in time ..... Sweet surrenders..
By then all the bad times will look good and worthwhile..

*Big Girls DOnt Cry, Instead they Whine*.Ohh Hell Ya....~

P.S( Sorry for the MIA-ing and the many times of not gona make it or not able to so readily make it like before but no less if i can squeeze out time when im less bz piorities will be for u ppl..still loveeee you ppl the very most... and hell yes i miss the gd old days....)

3.8.07