Friday, May 01, 2009
i cant deny
until i get the final confirmation
will i then rest my case
the waiting time made me think alot
lots of possibilities went thru my mind and lots of what ifs
at the same time having to tolerate the discomfort seriously made it bad enough
yet im praying all is well...
no matter what
i totally am cutting the smoke and drinks
and make it a point to eat and drink healthy
bcoz i dont think i can afford to go thru such period a second time
till the urine test is out
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Happy 21st LB
very sorry this negative "situation" came at ur bday and i feel bad about not being able to make it..
i sincerely wishes u great heath and happiness
and finally everything is MADE OFFICIAL and LEGAL!
so have a whole lot of legalised fun and excitement this entire life journey
and its 8 months down to schools' out
hang in there and we will make it thru
<3
"Be happy with me, no matter what it might be .."
I pray to u for the safety of all mankind,
the blessing of my best friend, Jo
and to all that i love.
1.5.09
Sunday, April 26, 2009 26.4.09
Friday, April 24, 2009 24.4.09
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 21.4.09
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Hope all is well 15.4.09
Sunday, April 05, 2009 5.4.09
5.4.09
-((KateChopin-The Awakening.))
Make Merry, be happy
a small dosage is good enough
<3
"If You have the strength to comfort me, why not give her my blessings?"
Misses the many old friends and our good old times
and indeed things do change as time passes
and cruelly reality made those changes necessary
we dont have a choice because we are in for what was already "standardize"
can we still say because we want to, therefore we deserve those little fights and rights to get them?
having been there , done that
can we really stood on and not feel shaken when we are that close to reality?
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I really misses those whose now residing overseas
i miss those old days
at our normal hangout place
and those mindless weekly get togethers
but the most i could do is to wish for nothing of them other then
hoping all is well
and if there is a chance
we will meet up pretty soon again
"Those seldom thoughts just made things look like its just some random unintended, visiting too often"
Contemplating...
Toy Museum
Zouk
Butter Factory
Road Trip
A380
Its been awhile, Old Friends
come May
=)
I woke up today with a totally familiar feeling
my heart ached immediately having it as company was tears
Vividly i still recognize that voice and look
how come this dream wasnt like a dream ?
when the heart of mine ached a fair bit causing me to wake up and remember so clearly?
I thought i have let this go
I knew I did...
but maybe my subconiousness was still clinging on to the many questions causing the inner sound to pinch once in awhile...
I knew that i didnt forget totally
instead i clearly Knew i rememebered them not with the heart but at the very back of my mind
maybe its just my way of talking myself out that u never did me any wrong
and by making me this selfish to stay "alongside those yesterdays" a little while longer
maybe next time
i will smile and greet you
like a friend whom I havent seen for a long time
maybe next time
we will laugh it off over coffee talking about the then
or
maybe next time
there wouldnt afterall be a next time
to even apply " nice to see you again "
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